I hate you. Well, i hate the choices you made. You were never there for me, you still arn’t. I miss seeing you. I miss talking to you. I miss spending time with you. I just miss you. I wish you wern’t so stupid and attiction wasn’t so hard to overcome. I wish you made better choices. I wish you thought about me befire you would stick that needle into your arms. Before you would swallow those pills. Before you would snort up that powder. Before you would taste that acid. I wish you looked at me, and relized that i was more important. I wish you couldve made me proud. Made your family proud. Made yourself proud. I wish you got the chance to be around. To watch me grow up. To help me. To fight with me. To just be there for me. To be a dad. Someone i would be proud of. Someone i could look up to. I wish i got to be daddys little girl.. But without the dad part, i was just a little girl. I need you in my life. I want you in my life. I want you to make the right choices. To stepup and be there for your kids. I miss you terribly, and i love you more than anything. Don’t ever forget that. A girl needs her dad. I’m just waiting for you to relize that you can get through this. And that you need me to.
